Life.

Resonating 🌸 22 things i have realised in my life. 1. It will rain but your friends are your umbrella  - KEEP YOUR UMBRELLA!  Too many friendships I have lost because of fights and arguments that were hardly worth it. Much easier to stay friends then try to rekindle years later.  2. Take that jump You are young - you have nothing to lose. You won't remember the reason you did not do what you wanted to do but you will regret not doing it. Take that jump and worry about how you land later. Unless it is drugs - you will be ok! 3. It all turns out fine Did not get the grades you wanted? Did not get into your favourite university? Did not get invited to the coolest party? It will all be fine - everything seems like the end of the world when you are young but hardly anything is. It will turns out fine.  4. You are not imperfect. You'll meet a lot of people who would comment on how imperfect you are. Some people won't like the way you live, the way y...

There are times in life where you see no end to your struggle. No way out of your pain or the walls inside of you.  On the surface it seems you are faking, but inside you are only one who is truly knowing of your pain.  That is exactly what invisible chronic pain looks like, oblivious to the outsider You want to speak, but not the way your pain turns it into. You are not angry but your brain is giving up on you. The distance you travel within your home seems miles away from you.  Each day you wake up in hope of seeing a light at the end of the tunnel. But there is something you need to learn.  Pain leaves you at the place exactly where you need to be.  Undefined by culture, society or your own expectations. You learn to trust your Creator, be grateful for whatever state you are in and accept yourselves with the pain you are feeling. And this in essence is really powerful.